I was forced to plead guilty to contempt of court on a show cause for not paying. My situation didn't matter. Flat out told it didn't matter. My lawyer (ha!) told me I had to to avoid jail. Even after I told him about the ministry need of a background check, he insisted, telling me I'd go to jail otherwise. In one instant I saw my one dream explode in tiny pieces. Maybe I can still make it, but it doesn't look good.
That made it better BHP. Perhaps there's hope in one form or another.
I have (at least I hear) earned a good reputation within our church. Charge conference shouldn't be an issue, nor should the studies. My belief is God has called, and all things are possible through Him. I struggle to see it but I'm starting to believe it will be.
As the 23rd Psalm says "The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want"
If you know that Psalm, then you'll understand....I would have sworn I saw Shirley Goodness and her daughter Mercy following Cas and I out of the courthouse today.