Okay so its only an outpatient surgery and they will only keep me if the find something bad. I am a bit hesitant but the relief it should bring is months overdue! I will have to be off work for a few days which kinda bumms me out since I am commision-based and no work=no money, but I know God will take care of me thru the trials I must face. It has been a long time coming.

Anybody else who has had this can understand. This stupid cough made me real sick(fever, joint pain, etc.) to be begin with and has slowly tapered away. I am beginning to wonder if I can shake it for good. It just hangs on and every time I get out in the cold it seems to get worse and come back. I am so ready to get rid of it!

Man I really am sick of the snow and ice. It just won't go away it doesn't matter how warm it gets(was in 60s on tues) it just cruises on back. There is my rant for today.

Anybody need an incentive to find a more stable and better paying job?? The possibility of another child on the way can definitely make you think about that! I know that God will provide, he always has. Sometimes the faith just has a long trip when travelling from your head to your heart. I sometimes feel like just when I get a bearing on my life the compass is givena huge spin and I am left spinning in circles again, wondering where I am headed and hhow will I get there... .I know God will show...